A little disappointed

Over the past weekend, we went through a thoroughly enjoyable 1 1/2 day course on Accelerated Learning and whilst I had a different role to play this round, i.e. The General's understudy, everytime a point was brought up that led to the ... erm ... ok ... it's a little dis-jointed here. Flashback to Wednesday night last week, whiltst Hazlan and I were in Singapore, I was sharing a little on AL with him so that he could change his Business Grid presentation a little, well, it was a fantastic effort on his part, and I was very proud of him, but he did miss out some parts and didn't link well etc, but it is ok. So ok, anyway, some points brought up by The General really 'tore' apart my sharing with Hazlan in the sense that either my points were not linked well or whatever ... and I really felt like a 'fish out of water' and totally demoralized in what I believed I knew and understood about AL. It was all that I could do to be conscious about these damned self - defeating thoughts and really keeping focused on the lessons. Needless to say there were many lessons last weekend for me ... and whilst it was excruciating ... I'm still here. Yay. :)